Jan 6 2008

two firsts.

Today was the first play session where I felt real panic.

I’ve been playing with Sir since September. We play quite often, we’re very close. We have established safewords and safesignals and I’ve used them responsibly. And He has always been responsible as well. Hence, I’ve never felt panic with Him. I’ve felt ‘scared’, but in an exciting, exhilarating way. Even when something goes wrong, Sir takes care of me.

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