Aug 10 2008

what i learned this summer, by delilah, age 20

  • I respond to protocol. Protocol meaning speaking restrictions, routines, strict orders and daily assignments.
  • I can experience subspace!
  • That it is possible for me to feel comfortable within the BDSM community.
  • That Sir and I really fit well together.
  • I also like very restrictive, long term bondage.
  • I have an interest in dominating a boy.
  • I’m a painslut.
  • Oh yeah, and some other stuff that’s not actually related to BDSM. Shocking.
  • Like that I’m addicted to Starbucks and cheap books.
  • Summer classes suck.
  • I love my university!

I split my time this summer taking summer classes and spending time with Sir. Sir had me spend the weekend with Him and undergo training.

  • I was not to speak, make eye contact, sit, stand, eat, drink, use the bathroom, or orgasm without permission.
  • I was not to sit in a chair or on the couch.
  • I had to wear my metal collar.
  • I could not close a door on Sir, I had to leave a door open in the apartment with Him at all times.
  • He chose my clothing.
  • I had to sit on a cushion on the floor.

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