cravings.

So, I’ve pretty much just been brainwashed the last few days. I’m working for my school’s freshman week. I’ve been brainwashed to be perky, helpful, appropriate, happy, politically correct, etc.

But now that I’m done with it, all I want is to be bound up, fucked up, orgasm tortured, my nipples clamped until I feel like I’m going to freak out from the pain and to be flogged repeatedly. It’s not a bad craving.

Maybe it’s some adverse reaction to all that “be happy!” stuff I’ve been indoctrinated with.

Ha.

Of course, Sir is going away for a lovely vacation with His children tomorrow. Damn.

(P.S: I officially wore my collar at school for the first time since May, today. It’s been a good day.)

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