making do.
I close and lock my bedroom door. There’s only me and one suitemate in the dorm apartment. A is home until Friday. I have this bedroom to myself. But I can’t fully relax if I’m paranoid about people hearing me masturbate. I pull my blue vibrator out of hiding and turn on cover noise in the bedroom. I creep into the bathroom and turn on the exhaust fan.
I undress and lay on the bathroom floor, two lime green rugs covering up the dirty tile. I spread my legs, one leg up on the toilet seat, spread wide open. I drip lubricant onto my fingers and slowly start to touch myself. I relax, confident in the fact that no one can hear my sighs and the wet movement of my fingers in my pussy.
Obviously, I would prefer the bed, but sometimes you have to make accommodations. It’s not like my pocket vibe is as loud as a Hitachi, but I would feel tense and paranoid of noise all the same. I can’t even masturbate in the dark, in the middle of the night.
I stare up blankly at the beige ceiling as I rub my clit and slowly start to fingerfuck myself. After a while, I rinse my sticky hands and reach for my vibrator.
I’m a very relaxed vibrator user. I prefer to find that one sigh inducing spot and leave the vibrator there, rather than moving it around. I found that perfect spot and just lay there on the bathroom floor, letting it buzz away.
My mind drifted off to the punishment spanking I’m going to get when Sir returns from His vacation. I’ve been a very, very bad girl in terms of slave tasks and my daily requirements. I’ve been awful about them and now I have to pay the price.
It wasn’t before long until I let out a nice sigh and could feel the tension building and that wonderful, glorious release.
Then I picked up my BlackBerry, snapped a candid shot of myself on the bathroom floor and immediately emailed it to Sir. Part of the rules.
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Guys in dorm rooms have it SO MUCH EASIER than girls. What the fuck. I feel like it would be far less awkward for a guy to be caught masturbating, than for a girl to be caught.
P.S: I’m redoing the ‘about delilah’ page and making it sound less scattered and all over the place.